In these three years, I always

In these three years, I always

In these three years, I always
In these three years, I always

In these three years, I always stayed in the same class with Sammy. And, I didn’t know why. I only realized if God was beside me anytime. Protected and saved my life perfectly. Thanks, God. You had given me a best friend.

Sammy was my best friend I ever had. He made me foolish and happy everyday. His silhouette accompanied me wherever I went. Day after day had left fast. I began realizing my heart. My love for him, and it was bigger and bigger than before. I couldn’t stop it.

Actually, I wanted to tell my feeling. But, I forced myself not to do that. I had no desire to break our relationship. I hoped he had a same heart with me. Just it! I thought like that for a long time, until … something happened. Changed my life to be darkness where there were no candles. I was like in to the other world. I wasn’t here with my friends, because my soul had lost. May be, forever. Yes, my heart never comeback again. I said it ‘a tragic incident’.

I was walking in a beautiful Monday morning when someone called my name. I stopped and turned around fast. And, I saw Sammy was running to get to my place.

“Sammy? Why do you run like that?”

“I was scared you will leave me before I say something.”

“What’s that? Is it important?”

“Sure. It’s very very important for me.”

“Tell me now.”

“I am sorry, Nin. I can’t tell you.”

“Is it a secret?”

Sammy nodded.

“Again?” I didn’t believe it. Too much secret in his life. And, I was disappointed with myself because I couldn’t guess his thinking.

“Let you tell me what happen?”

“I want you watching my truly action this evening.”

“What action? Magic?” I didn’t understand what he said.

“I am kidding. Can you watch me in my football match?” he asked my softly.

“Huh, narcissi.”

“What did you say?”

“Nothing. Forget it.”

“ … “

“Don’t worry, Sam. I’ll see you.”

“At 4 o’clock. Don’t late, okay?”

“I’ll never disappoint you.”

“I trust you.”

“But, what’s going on?”

“It is still my secret. You don’t know yet. Bye.”

“Bye …”

I didn’t know what he wanted to say to me?

“No. No, Nin. Absolutely, there weren’t connections between you and Sammy. We just friend,” I tried to release this weight from my heart,” my God. I hope it won’t be a dream only. Sammy invited me!” I screamed it in my heart.

Everything entered to my head. I never found the answer till I had headache.

“Sam, don’t do this to me!” I said it with myself.

Even, I couldn’t focus my eyes in my lesson. He had filled my body and got my heart.

Suddenly …

“Nin, please! Answer the question number 3,” Mrs. Lydia pointed me.

Oh, she made me get heart attack. Tragically, I didn’t think that task yet.

“What must I do?” I was really confused.

“Why you don’t go to the whiteboard?”

“Immediately, Mam.”

I walked slowly. Didn’t know what must I did. Suddenly, Sandra gave her book, and whispered,” You look so confused. You can bring my book.”

“Thank you.”

Fortunately, Mrs. Lydia didn’t realize what we did. Because of Sandra’s book, I could write the answer succeedly.


The bell rang. After taking my books from the desk, I met Sandra.

“San, thank you. You are so kind.”

“That’s right. I’ll be happy helping you.”

“Without your book, Mrs. Lydia will be angry with me.”

“It’s okay.”

“Thank you so much. I like you.”

“I like you, too.”

“Bye, San. Have a nice day.”


I didn’t know if Sammy watched behind us.

After I went home, I made my face over and wore the most beautiful gown I had.

“You look beautiful, honey,” I heard Mom gave a comment.

“Thanks, Mom.”

“What are you going to do?” she asked me.

“I will watch football match in my school at 4 o’clock.”

“Good luck.”

“For what, Mom?”

But, Mommy didn’t explain it.

“Okay, does she know? It’s impossible. I never tell her about him.”

“It is 03.40. Hurry up!”

“Slow down, Mom. Only 5 minutes to get there.”

“Be careful, sweetie.”

“Bye, Mom,” I kissed Mom charmly.

I arrived there at 03. 45.

“Huff, I am not late yet,” I said.

Immediately, I found the empty lounge and sit there. The players didn’t enter the field yet. I sought Sammy between of his friends.

“Where is he? I can’t find him.”

“Hi, Nin,” A voice shouted near my ear.

“What?” I shouted too. I was taken aback by his act.

“ …”

“Sammy! You scared me.”

“ … “

“Don’t you gather with your friends?”

“Five minutes again.”

“What do you want to tell me?”

“I can’t say it now, Nin,”

“So, when?”

“After this match. Don’t go home. Lose or win, I will tell you.”

“Good luck, Sam.”

Sammy waved his hand to me.

The match began. In my lounge, I prayed for his victory. One hundred minutes had left. Finally, our school win with score 3 – 2. And, two of those goals were from Sammy’s kick. He was so great!

After it finished, he walked to me.

“Hi, Nin.”

“Hi. Do you need tissue?”

“Oh, you can understand me well. I love it.”

Then, I gave it to him. Unconsciously, my hands were shaky.

“Are you alright?” Sammy asked.

“Yes, I am fine.”

I look at surrounding. The field was quiet. Many people had gone home. Only I and Sammy here, and this condition made me nervous.

“Nin, I want to say something important to you.”

“I know that. What’s next?”

“This!” he said that and gave me a letter. A pink letter for exactly.

Twilight came fast than I guess. The sun shined beautifully.

“What letter? For me?” I could almost hear my own heartbeat waiting his answer.


“Sandra?” I didn’t believe what I heard.


“Sandra, our classmate?”

“Is there anyone else beside her?”

“ … “

“ …”

“So, you want me to give this letter to her?”

“Absolutely, I love her, Nin.”

Deg! I felt that the world became ruins in one second. The sun doesn’t appear its shine again. I was in the darkness.

“Where was Sammy? I didn’t see him. My eyes? What was going on to my eyes? It is so dark here,” I said to my heart.

“Nin? What’s wrong with you?” Sammy shook my body.

“Who’s voice? There is someone called me.”


My soul had comeback.

“Sammy …”

“What’s happen, Nin?”

“I don’t know. What’s matter with me?”

“Don’t you remember?”

I shook my head.

“Suddenly you blacked out. Luckily, I hold you. So, you don’t fall. I

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